FLirTy MaRoT

y is it dat i don’t really know the word contentment?? when will i know the true meaning of that?? wats goin on with mah F*ckin life??  wat is it that i really wana know, do i need 2 prove 2 other people that i’m not the same stupid little gurl that i used 2 b… God, HELP ME….  is it the right direction?? all i want is to be happy… but damn… I CAN"T… I miss mah f*ckin life… my family, my friends…. This is not the life i wanted but y i still continue to live this way??? y m i in pain?? y can’t i find hapiness?? where infact what i just need is to achieve my fuckin goal in life?!?! i miss bein happy…i miss my damn life…… i miss everything about me….i miss the real mary….

i don’t wanna accept the truth, the truth hurts….but honestly i’m suffering…i miss my family, how they take care of me…how they treat me, as if im a princess….here….i’m alone…though i have friends here, but still, i feel empty…fuck…is there anyone who can teach me how to cope w/ this kind of emotion. Lord help me….Give me strength….pls…. thats the only bullet i should have…to get through w/ this fuckin battle of life….

time is so fast, before i’m so excited, kc at last mafifil ko na maging independent pero now sobrang kakalungkot… i don’t know why i’ve decided to go, where infact i’m happy with mah life… maybe because i wanna prove 2 myself that i can survive, i should know how to value things now…

first time ko malalyo sa mga taong mahal ko, i don’t know wat will happen to me… but i need 2 be strong… ITS MAH CHOICE ANYWAYS!!!

Hope God will guide me all the way….

ILL MISS U GUYS… punta kayo sa party q ah… kilala nyo na kung cno kayo!!!

grabe after almost 2 years of waiting, at last nagparamdam na xa, yung x q na super love q!!! im so hapi coz even di na kmi, still fwends kmi… pero bglang nagbago… enemy na ule kmi…. D HELL I CARE… f*ck u…. dnt need u now… ur a trash!!!! hahaha!!! LOSER GET LOST…

hay, la lang… it hurts kc… gosh, m not wat u think… di ako gnon!!! pero i wanna thank dose who think i’m like dat,,, stupid kc nagago ko kayo!!! ngayon manigas ka…. waaahhhh!!!! lets call it a quits!!!!

WAG MXADO MAKAPAL ANG MUKHA…. KAKAHIYA NA E…. LA KA NA NGA MBUTING NGWA, F I WERE U MAGBAGO KA NA…. LA KNG KWENTA….

kakatakot…. baka umalis ule xa… sana di na… coz masakit e… hehehe!!! magdrama daw ba?? effect lang ng puyat sa work… damn… miss him!!!!

I’LL NEVER GET OVER YOU (GETTING OVER ME)

I hear you’re taking the town again Having a good time with all your good time friends I don’t think that you think of me You’re on your own now, and I’m alone and free I know that I oughta get on with my life But a life lived without you could never be right. And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens Long as the rivers run to the sea I’ll never get over you Getting over me I try to smile so the hurt won’t show Tell everybody I was glad to see you go But the tears just won’t go away Loneliness found me, looks like it’s here to stay I know that I oughta find someone new But all I find is myself always thinking of you repeat chorus No matter what I do It’s like a lifetime to live through I can’t go on like this I need your touch You’re the only one I’ve ever loved And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens Long as the rivers run to the sea I’ll never get over you Getting over me I’ll never get over you Getting over… Never get over you getting over… I’ll never get over you Getting over me

la lang… Im BAcK… HAHAHA… sobrang confused me.. as in… can anybody out der help me???? sh**t tlaga… lyf sucks…. di q talaga maintindihan… sobrang gulo, sobrang hirap…. ewan… ol i wanted is just 2 b hapi…. dats it!!!! fuck dem ol…. ei biatches, go 2 hell…. whhheeewww!!!! help me… waaahhh… m drownin… hahahahaha!!!

hay… m kinda sad now… i don’t know f i’ve made the ryt decision, 2 leave tele…. pero its a career move on my part kc…. super miss q na mga tao,,, specially mah TL… waaahhh c pen… la na me playmate pagdating ng madaling araw… hehehe… all the pips xmpre… sna lang kung san me mapad2, mging gnon din mga tao s kin…. whhheeewww!!!! emotional mxado… pucha kc guys, magsipag-uwi na kayo ule d2 sa manila…. misss q na kyo…. la na me kakulitan….. huhu….

Here Without You

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I’m dreamin’ of your face
I’m here without you baby
But you’re still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
But you’re still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there’s only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin’
As the people leave their way to say hello
I’ve heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

I’m here without you baby
But you’re still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby
But you’re still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there’s only you and me.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done.
It gets hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby
But you’re still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby
But you’re still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there’s only you and me

So cute… isn’t it????